I have restored my faith in god. For he does not make mistakes and he does not choose sides. Everything needs to balance itself out as it always has. Kingdoms have risen and fallen. Life will eventually get to its center. The Only imbalance is caused by the human mind, which is not who we are. Just realize who you are and the ripple effect will happen throughout humanity. The Harder the things get, the more disconnected, the more imbalanced, the greater the suffering of mankind, the bigger is the pressure to awake. Even when you give a man all worldly pleasures, without his soul he still has nothing and he will never find his peace nor his true nature. Since he is born into life, as a baby, within himself the seed is planted. He knows the feeling, deep inside. It is embedded in him. We are all awake as babies, no mind, no judgement, no past, no future, just now. And from the moment we lose it, we are in the process of regaining it. Yet the path ahead can only be completed by going into a mad men journey. You see - the more you suffer, the more you search, the further away from the self you go - the closer to it you will come. And the path ahead is going to test you, if you are ready for it. You see, if you do not go into the eternal sleep of the mind, which will always drive you into becoming something more and will try to trick you into being asleep all your life, you will sooner or later realize, that your mind will always want more and it will never be fully content. So deep inside you will know it is not right. There will be a feeling. A feeling that comes with a light pressure. Pressure that will keep on growing. The turmoil that will need more and more activity to be contained. And soon you will realize just as many before you did, that all of it is unreal. Who are you if you are not yourself? Who are you if you cannot be with yourself? The only true path is to find your true self and if it takes the whole lifetime, it is going to be worth it.
